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padmé, she/her, eighteen, taurus, enfj, slytherin
WHAT I ACTUALLY STAN
f(x), exo, loona, blackpink, the rose, red velvet, (g)idle, winner
WHAT I LISTEN TO
ggroups: twice, gugudan, gfriend, exid, apink, ioi, mamamoo
bgroups: ikon, highlight, nct, shinee
++: kard, sunmi, dean, iu, offonoff, suzy...
check out my lastfm for more
KIM JIWOO // 20.10.1999
in the end of 2017 i saw her for the first time on tumblr through a gifset of her debut with 'heart attack', at first i didn't check it out because i was just getting deeply into kpop so i was in that mood when you scared to like so much stuff at once (which i was already doing btw). but at the beggining of january i saw her mv in youtube suggestions so i just watched it... it was pretty quick after that, she made me fall in love with her charisma, voice, personality and so. i found myself getting into loona because of her (before that i only knew odd eye circle), watching every loonatv and catching up with theories and such. chuu is a bright person, i love people like her, that inspire me just by a simple smile and an assertive voice. i have big dreams for jiwoo, she makes me happier and with her things seems easier.
PARK CHAEYOUNG // 11.02.1997
my first contact with blackpink was at mid 2017, when i was just getting deeply into kpop and wanted to know everything and everyone. actually bombayah was introduced into our class dance (which i didn't participate but made sure the song did). that music kind of stuck so i searched them down, and i was kind of into lisa and maybe jennie at first, i didn't even knew rosé, she was like the least interesting member for me at first (jokes on me). so, i decided to get in hard and watched their weekly idol episode and then saw the deleted part where she sings and plays the guitar. it was like love at second sight. she literally touched my heart, body and soul in the most literal way there is, and now that i come to understand it she does it very frequently with me. i guess chaeyoung is just that kind of unique and angel like person, someone that makes me so comfortable into loving and holding. she is gonna be really big, her voice, her talent and her graceness is beyond this world.
OH SEHUN // 12.04.1994
back in 2015 when kpop wasn't really that big of a thing yet, one of my friends was really into exo and she showed me the mv of wolf for the first time ever. it was really love at first sight, because i didn't knew anything about exo nor him. that rainbow hair sold me out, yes. after that i came to know him more, but still wasn't really that big of a stan. then 2 years passed and i finally decided to get in kpop, exo being my first group ever i became a fan quickly and then he finally got in my life to stay. sehun has the kind of personality that drags me, he is funny and a lil shy, but also friendly and cocky. he is a dork and is really talented, he makes me laugh and that's honestly everything i look in people most times: good humor. he seems to have that for a life time, which makes me stick to him at all times. it's been a long time since i know him, and i just can't leave him behind because whenever i do he comes back crawling his way back into my heart. i hate him guts, but i also love this dork and just expect him to archieve great things in his life.
PARK SOOYOUNG // 03.09.1996
i first came across red velvet back in 2016, when i still wasn't really a kpop stan but i still enjoyed some songs, i loved 'dumb dumb' at the time. so in 2017 when rookie came and everyone was into it, i was too, but i didn't knew a lot about red velvet. even back then, joy was the member that captived most of my interest but i still didn't have the nerve to look down for her name or so. then i became a kdrama addicted in 2016, right? and in 2017 she first starred in a drama called 'the liar and his lover' of course i decided to watch it. it was the moment i totally fell for her and for ver unique vocals. i only decided to ult sooyoung at the end of 2018, basically she's that ult that comes back and forth and i think it's because i never deeply watch red velvet reality shows and stuff, if so i know i would be in trouble. still, she absolutely captivates me. i call joy the golden girl, because that's what she is, she is made of gold and spark and well... joy. to be honest, i'm completely passionated over people that can make me happy and she does that effortesly.
bias list
girls: shuhua, eunji, mina, dahyun, hyunjin, heejin, suzy, sejeong, hani, krystal, iu, yerin, eunha. ot4 blackpink.
boys: chanyeol, kyungsoo, seunghoon, yoongi, b.m.
